A love letter to myself

Love letter to your self

Jesse,
I love you. You have found a way past and through countless obstacles.

It’s really hard for me to write this, I’m self conscious about someone seeing it, and I fear that I won’t be able to express my love. The core of this fear is two part, 1 is a feeling that you may not be worthy of love, and one is a fear that I’m blind to your worthiness. Both of these, of course, are off set by this actual action I’m taking in acknowledgement of your worthiness.

You have done your best. You have not always cared about what those around you cared about, and a lack of care is neglect. You have neglected yourself, your commitments, and the people around you, and yet I would never criticize the decisions you made. Neglect is a perspective of focus, and not only have you driven your focus towards higher vibrations, you have always been aware of it wallowing lower.

You have changed your mind, you have changed yourself, and you have changed your behavior. Your change experiment was successful in the first part, and your recent developments have helped, so fruitfully in the latter. Meaningful change has occurred. This was a core necessity, and I honor you for following through on it. You have learned how to thrive in every learning environment, you now know how to learn from anything.

And, one thing I love about you, is you know that you are different, that everyone is different, but also that those things you find possible in yourself, you know are possible in others. You strive to share those things with people, whenever possible, pushing you and the people you reach further.

Thank you for sticking with it through thick and thin. Things are alright now and in the future they won’t be, for an infinite and unknown number of reasons.Keep sticking with it. I believe in you. You can do this.


Love,
Jesse